Refuge

Kind of a hard day. There was a deeper Farewell that hurt pretty much. I think I've just hidden away inside myself to feel it a little at a time. Maybe it's like when people pass out when it gets to be too much.

Not sure where the time went. I think my little cave is sometimes to safe for my own good. But then, maybe it's just time to feel safe. I think I'll walk up to the store through the park. Nature is such a refuge. There's a little creek running through it, I miss my Felix so much. I wish I had the resources to have him live here. Ah wishes and "if only's". Just walk away Deb and let it all be as it is. And Feel as much as you can.